funny old thing, life.

So my mom was going to get me an super sleek iPod Touch to touch for my birthday, but that's totally absolutely not working out. Anywayyyyyyy
She was out garage sale...ing... today, and she found an awesome film camera. Totally badass. A Minolta x700 with like four different lenses and an autowinder and flash and tripod and camera bag and filters for triple awesomeness for only like $125. So right now she's out bringing it home to me, and I'm sitting here reading stuffy old manuals on how the hell to use it.
Also, we miiiiiiight be going camping tonight. Looks like probably most for sure no, but things, do they happen.
Also, Bradley is very sweet and mega good to me, and he is going to let me take pictures of him with my new camera. And my other ones. Because he likes me very much.
Also my other friends are going to be very complaint about getting photographed as well, seeing as everyone alive ever exists only to please me.
And.... do I really have to say it?..........soup.

monday
social problems 10-1050
german 1-2:50
italian 3-5:30

tuesday
environmental science 9-10:15

wednesday
social problems 10-10:50
german 1-2:50

thursday
environmental science 9-10:15
environmental science lab 10:30- 12:20

friday
social problems 10-10:50
italian 3-5:30

I am thinking.
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Do you know what I was going to write about tonight? I was going to write about how happy I am, and how insecure that usually makes me feel. I was going to say how I don't know what love is but I love the people in my life and I hope that they love me back. I was going to go on and on about how everything that used to make me feel terrible or uncared for or keep me from holding out my heart to people holds absolutely no sway on my anymore. About how I am in life 100%, and I should be terrified and I should be hoping every day that I don't get myself hurt, but I'm not and I don't because I'm too busy enjoying the ride to care if it ends in a cliff.

-Don't compare people. Everyone is who they is. Accept them exactly as they are.
-Embrace the present moment. The past is gone and the future is happening now.
-Give your full attention to the people you care for.
-Listen.
-Always say what you mean.